*Future Proof*
by: Massive Attack

Borderline cases
Reinforced glass
Absent friends
Passport photos
An elastic past
Empty pocket
They think it is all...
They think it’s soul
All wrapped up on a swollen lip
He draws the warm pipe.

Chemicals
Chemicals captured in winter's grip
Turn us on

Separate the leper
Hungry ghosts
Hungry ghosts
Another imprint
In borrowed clothes
We can be numb
We can be numb
Passing through

Blow blow blow blow

Borderline case
Future proof
Real thin air
Real thin air
Real thin air
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Hello,
Long time no see! I've been busier than hell, but have managed to get some cool shit done in that time. Should I have any free time pics will follow.

The reason I'm putting this up is because I use this journal as a time line for my life and something big has happened that deals with the original time line. I just went to the doc. last week and my longtime self diagnosis was proven correct for the first time. This leads me to this statement "I am not nor have I ever been Bi(polar)!" which then must be followed with "I'm a borderline case!". this makes me laugh a little bit considering I've known that for years... but whatever. I'm extremely high functioning for this and tend not to have many social problems these days unless I'm stressed. Oh, did I mention I've been stressed.

I'm trying to give up my addictions, but it isn't hard. The hardest, chunky peanut butter(organic no oil added). Mmm soooo good!

Anyway, thought I'd reach out to my dev. friends from back when I used to be on. MSG me back I'd like to hear from you, you know who you are.

I'm going cross country(WI to NC) in two weeks, so there should be some opportunity to get some nice pictures and some additions to the stupid shit I see file.

Hope all is well. Back to homework for me.

Peace,
~ironic